All in Post Natal Depression
As I looked at his sleeping face I felt relief.
Relief he was finally asleep, I watched as he breathed and knew I should be feeling something other than this.
It’s ugly, the lowest I have ever felt. Never have I felt more of a burden to everyone that I have to rely on them to help me look after the children I created, that I chose to have.
Have you ever heard a parent say ‘Oh I love it when others have a baby, you get to have all the good bits and then give them back'. Well you never fully understand what that means until you have a baby of your own.